i’m on a quest to lose a bit of weight and tone myself up for this spring and summer, so i can wear cute clothes and look decent*. like that leopard dress i wanted. and these:
*i’m not saying people who aren’t thin or bigger can’t wear stuff like this. i’ve personally seen bigger girls wear clothes and look better than thinner girls. i’m just saying that my body doesn’t suit these things, at this time, and i’m going to work on that :)
i met him my first day of college, but i had heard about him all summer. one of my friends worked with him and thought we would make a good couple. we’re both shy, sarcastic goofballs. at first, i was scared to talk to him, i thought he wasn’t going to like me, seeing as i’m not the most ideal looking person. and, lets face it, he’s reaallly attractive. i just figured i wasn’t him type. but i kept talking to him and getting to know him and, eventually, falling for him. he would stay up late texting
well. first of all, my names brooke. i’m a nineteen (almost twenty!) year old college graduate. i graduated from the hairstyling course and after seven months, i’m finally working in a salon. i used to work at a call center but that only lasted about 2 and a half months. i hated it there. thank GAWD its over with. from here, i want to take a make-up artistry course. or two. but they’re the most expensive mo’fuckin classes i’ve ever seen. lately, i’ve come to realize i don’t have many friends anymore. for real. i have my boyfriend, who’s my best friend in the world. then i have maybe 2 or 3 more people i would consider my friends. and 2 of the 3 i don’t even talk to on a regular basis. i’m a pretty lonely person. and i’ve had some bad breakdowns from being so lonely, where i’ve had to have my boyfriend come meet me somewhere ‘cause i was so upset and just needed someone. i live with my mom. just me and her. and our two cats. sometimes i wish my boyfriend would just live here, seeing as he’s here almost every single day. we’ve been together for a year and 3 months. but then i wonder if he did move in and we did spend that much more time together if we would get sick of each other. i’m excited to get out on my own in the world. have my own house. well, apartment. car - but i’ll need my license first. and get to do all the adult things like budget my money and pay my own bills and do my groceries and set up my home how i want it to be. but, thats a scary thought too. i’ve been dependent on my family for so long, its going to be hard to adjust to being on my own.